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Month: January 2014

Confession #50: I’m a Cosplay “Cheater”

Cosplay, the art and craft of dressing as a character from some fandom, has been gaining popularity here in the US in the last several years. In fact, last year cable channel Syfy even launched a reality show based on the practice, titled Heroes of Cosplay. The craft covers a vast array of skill levels and intentions, from screen-accurate reconstructions of favorite costumes down to a T-shirt with your character’s logo/costume printed on it.

I know some people don’t “get” cosplay; I certainly didn’t used to. (To be fair, though, I didn’t get Twitter at the time, either. My, how times do change.) Actually, though, there’s not a lot to get. It’s kind of like dressing up for Hallowe’en, except in a venue where one can really uncork all the geekiness one might usually keep bottled up, knowing full well that someone will appreciate even the most obscure reference or crazy execution.

Although I was aware of the practice, I’d never really been immersed in the culture until my first convention (yes, ever) at Gallifrey One 2012. It was an eye-opening experience, and I felt almost out of place in my street clothes. I was an outsider looking in, but what I saw looked like a lot more fun than I’d ever expected.

Confession #49: I Can Empathize with Moffat

Occasionally, I feel like I need to cut Moffat a break. Granted, he has a lot to answer for lately; many of the narrative choices he’s made have been self-serving, at best. However, to a certain degree I feel a little sorry for him; I can empathize with the problems he has.

Before anyone goes jumping down my throat, here, let me clarify. I’m not talking about the “problems” he has with fans calling him out on questionable scripting decisions (whether they be with plot, characterization, or representation). I’m talking purely from a creative standpoint.

I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately, as I struggle to complete the latest revision of my first novel. (As an aside, if anyone cares, I also blog under my pen name about that creative process, though less regularly.) But it occurred to me, as I’ve been fighting to pull all the newly-adjusted plot threads together in the final chapters, that the issues I’m facing must be very similar to those Moffat faces every series, and I found myself suffering a pang of sympathy for the poor bastard.

Confession #48: I Need to Be Among My People

I had an odd, eye-opening experience this past weekend. My husband works for a company that revels in its employees’ nerdy/geeky passions, and actively encourages them both in the workplace and beyond. Last Friday was their annual holiday party, and for the first time I was able to accompany Hubby to the shindig (yay! for childcare!).

To give you an idea about what a seriously big deal this party is, I offer the following. As the company has grown, it’s opened branches in two other large, Midwestern cities. In order to ensure everyone the opportunity to indulge, they hired two busses (motorcoaches) to transport folks from these other two cities here, where an entire hotel had been reserved for the event.

At this point, those who frequent cons may begin to feel on familiar ground. While events like Gallifrey One don’t actually get the entire LAX Marriott (not for lack of trying, I’d bet), anyone not in on it is likely to feel a bit awkward. It was lovely, therefore, that the party in question didn’t have any outsiders to work around. You knew that anyone you saw there that night was a company employee, a “plus one,” or a hotel employee. (Or one of the bus drivers, I suppose…)

Confession #47: I’m Burnt Out on Who

I suppose it’s a good thing that Gallifrey One is coming up soon (only about five more weeks!), because I really need something to recharge my fandom battery. I’ve reached my quasi-annual burnout.

Do other fans get this? Is it just fatigue from trying to wrap my brain around Moffat’s tortured plot devices, a general malaise borne of the recent frigid weather, or is it because I blog?

I’ve often wondered about the effects of blogging on my enjoyment of the show. My self-imposed requirement of posting no less than once a week (which I’ve kept for three years running, as of this week) has occasionally led to feelings about Our Show more akin to obligation than to enjoyment, and it usually happens here in these bleak weeks between a Christmas special and Gally. I rely heavily on the excitement of the con and sharing the bits we all love with other fans to get me going again. I’m in desperate need of it this year.

Confession #46: I’m Still Hopeful About Capaldi

Last week the world got its first glimpse of Peter Capaldi as the Doctor at the tail end of what was arguably the worst episode since Moffat took over as showrunner. I’ve seen comment after Internet comment about how Moffat effectively jumped the shark with The Time of the Doctor, and I can’t say I completely disagree. And yet, I still find myself oddly hopeful that the upcoming series with Capaldi’s Twelfth* Doctor won’t suck the proverbial big one.

Given how many times I’ve been burned by Moffat (as mentioned last week, my enjoyment of his episodes has generally decreased over time), you’d think I’d learn not to let my expectations get the better of me. Despite experience, though, here I sit, cautiously optimistic that the show will undergo a positive change.

The rumor mill obviously has something to do with this attitude. Once folks started posting I-heard‘s and according-to‘s claiming Capaldi’s first series would trend away from the “fairy tale” motif Moffat ensured was infused throughout Smith’s run and toward a more “gothic” feel, that treasonous spark of hope rekindled.